Eat a piece of my story

Bixzi

2012-01-26T21:02:00.003+07:00

Well, blogsie...

Jarang-jarang gue bisa buka pc jam segini dan punya kesempatan buat nulis-nulis disini. u kno im on last year at my senior high schl, quite sux to be 3rd grader. Waktu kerasa mahal bgt, gue hampir ga bisa males malesan "ngegelayeut" ceuk urang sunda mah. Tuntutan dan tanggung jawab pun makin berat. Baru aja tahun baru 2012, and u kno what? on new year eve, i cried. i swear i never want to be grow up. i wish my parents either.

But times go on, and I almost 18. it sucks to be adult i think. too much tasks to do. i just wanna play and travel. I really wish my cat turn into edward cullen and change me into beauty vampire like he did on bella swan. But I promise I do forever young!

Guess what? I finished my vocal grades on 21st January 2012! I did it! yeay i have plan that after I accepted on UI (amin) I will work as vocal teacherrrr! idk why i love this job so much and now i love to teach kids! they're angels.

Well blogsie now I hope I found someone new cz u kno now Im too enjoy to being too "free" lyk this. I just afraid I forgot that I should share my life with someone else. sounds like "galau". tapi ga galau sama sekali beneraaaan! I just afraid :' Kemaren ada anak salah satu sekolah tinggi negara gitu #eh tapi ya TAPI beda agama :""""""" yaudah deh mungkin bukan dia hehe.

Kenapa jadi ngarah kesini sih gue ngetiknya....................

Ya pokoknya intinya gue sekarang mau fokus dulu sama ujian ujian negara kayak gini dan bikin ortu bangga pokoknya. Oiyaaaa mohon supportnya juga, band gue ada yang nawarin ke salah satu label rekaman di Indonesia. Mudah-mudahan jalannya disitu :D im on my torak, kopling, oli articles. yeah tmrrw i have machine daily test.

Setiap hari adalah ujian. So enjoy and pass it! ;3

just make a plan and target

2011-11-16T20:03:00.002+07:00

hHhhHalLooOhH.....pHa khAbbBarR nNehh??? *nada ngomong anak gaul*

well well blogsie akhirnya gue punya juga waktu luang buat nulis-nulis lagi disini. k, mulai aja yah. secara ini blog gue, gue mau sombong dikit. Ternyata waktu 5 menit dipake buat merenung ok juga loh. Merenung apa aja yang udah gue lakuin tahun-tahun silam. apakah selama 17 tahun ini kerjaan gue cuma ngabisin duit orang tua aja apa ada peningkatan. yah boleh dibilang ada sedikit peningkatan lah terutama dalam sektor keuangan hihihi..

Dalam setahun gue udah bisa beli ipod nano, bb baru, bayar gtc, bayar les vokal, masalah keuangan untuk hura-hura sampe yg nggak dari hasil kerja gue sendiri. Gue ga pernah ngira sesuatu yang gue tekunin selama hampir 8 tahun bisa menghasilkan sesuatu..iya sesuatu..

Semua itu juga ga terlepas dari Allah yang udah baik banget ngasih gue talent. Jadi intinya semua ini gara-gara Allah. Gue bersyukur banget, gara-gara talent ini gue diberi kemudahan. Yaaa walaupun ga sampe dongkrak nilai sih.. HAHA seenggaknya gue dapet akses ke kepala sekolah dan guru-guru sekolah lebih deket dan cepat. Juga ke senior, junior sampe sekolah-sekolah lain ea~ orang-orang dari management pcms juga ga lupa gue berikan penghormatan setinggi gunung kilimanjaro. Sumpah deh kalian yang bikin gue udah ga nervous lagi on the stage. Makasih banget! at least not last, my parent! theyre were syuper, without them im done :D

Gue juga lagi dalam proses menuju untuk my solo mini album and my vocal recital. Mohon doa U.U sumpah sumpah gue lagi pesimis abis soalnya gue ngerasa kurang persiapan aja. Semoga semoga Allah tetap memberkahi. Amin.

my plan for years ahead:

1. Buying Laptop with terra giga (whtver the names..) pokoknya yang harddisknya gede jadi gue bisa saving games dan bikin design2 sepuasnya.

2. Jadi mahasiswi fikom UI atau manajemen hutan IPB.

3. Meng-ongkosi haji kedua orang tua. Kalo bisa gue ikut juga.. O:)

4. The Muffins bisa eksis.

5. Bisa bagi waktu dengan sukses.

6. Beli new mazda 2 hijau.

7. Punya body kayak personil SNSD ;P

8. Punya kerja yang berhubungan dengan traveling. So gue bisa nyicipin makanan diseluruh duniaaaa!

9. Menguasai alat musik gitar, piano, dan saxophone.

10. Punya pacar orang Turki (kalo jodoh..) pacaran berkomitmen langsung ke jenjang pernikahan hidup bahagia hingga sampai di akhirat O;)

nb: yang terakhir haha ga maksa orang turki si gue-_- maunya aja untuk memperbaiki gen.. yang penting bijaksana, berwibawa, sayang sama keluarga dan 3M (search google) O;-P

wakakakaka muahuahuaha setaun lagi gue liat ini bakal ngakak kali ye. Manusia memang cuma bisa berencana, Allah yang memutuskan. Kalo mau bikin acara aja harus pake proposal nah gue mau bikin semua ini terjadi juga ada proposal dan lampirannya dong ke Allah. Huahaha nah ini semoga di terima dan disetujui sama Allah. Amin.

fvckn crazy abt this!

2011-11-16T19:48:00.002+07:00

really sure they will trending world wide

songs of the month!

2011-10-05T17:05:00.003+07:00

its kpop! haaaah my two girls just bring me in to this. i found syuper cute boy on seoul.names kyuhyun! aaaa im ur nu fans, ya Allah semoga ga gay ha aha ahahahahaha and the girls on snsd, they syuper awsum. i love them! ntar kalo udah punya anak, badan gue kayak gitu haha liat aja ya just fo ma future husband H4H4 -__-

a lot things happens

2011-10-04T17:32:00.002+07:00

hoi!im on my mid term semester and i need a spa or something like that especially treatment for my legs.poor.i enjoy my busy life. but yesterday on course, dia sebutlah "bunga", keceplosan kalo ya u know.u can read my mind. katanya dia ga nyadar ada gue disitu then she apologize to me and i feel "whats wrong? dont relate me to that kind of shit." so i said "ha?yes?whts problem?" and smile widely. geez benerkan kata gue. u cant keep em. u fallen. u said i wont, i never, im not her type. u prove nothing ass. im done, enjoy! :D

2 best songs of the months

2011-09-16T21:48:00.002+07:00

Penggalauan, Digalaukan, dan Tergalaukan.

2011-09-11T12:08:00.004+07:00

hm gatau musti mulai dari mana. Pokoknya rasanya itu ya..hampa,kosong,mati rasa,ga peduli dan datar. Entah kenapa angkot itu selalu jadi tempat gue buat mikir panjang, ngeliat cerita2 gue ke belakang dan bengongin yang ga penting. Gue nyadar di umur yg udah 17th ini kayaknya gue udah tambah kuat dan mikir segala sesuatunya dengan dewasa. Gue udah jarang grasak grusuk marah marah ga jelas, jarang ngetweet2 ababil dan lebih banyak bengong.mikir.

gue sadar banyak masalah itu bikin seseorang kuat. bikin hatinya ga lembek and always prepare for the worst. ga tau ini freak apa ga tapi sejak nonton video di pesantren kilat kemarin bikin gue sadar kalo emang ga ada yang abadi, ga ada yang kekal. semua hancur, mati. jadi selama hidup di sini ya selalu berusaha jadi orang baik. mau sejahat apapun orang ngejahatin lo. dan gue sadar apa yg gue punya sekarang ga bakal gue bawa mati. termasuk orang yang disayang. so..the curcol goes on....

gue ga ngerti. Allah punya rencana besar. BESAR bgt. disaat gue udah lupa sama orang itu, dia dateng dan ngehancurin gue lagi. dan gue lupa sama dia. trus dia dateng lagi, dan lagi lagi ngehancurin gue lagi. gue gatau emang gue nya yang bodoh apa kelewat baik. gatau deh semua temen2 gue bilang gue itu bego banget. tapi gue ga kapok kapok ngeladenin itu orang.dan terus dia easy come easy go gitu deh. sampe sekarang akhirnya gue udah bodo amat deh dia kayak gitu. gue udah kuat. gue udah bodo amat, menurut gue mending sekalian aja dia jadian sama cewek itu. gue insyaallah ikhlas.

Tau quote yang bilang kalo "jika seseorang hilang dan kembali padamu lagi berarti dia memang milikmu, tetapi jika seseorang hilang dan tidak kembali lagi berarti dia bukan milikmu" ? gue baca itu dan mikir, mungkin emang kayak gini jalannya. dia emg buat gue. tapi kesini-sini i think that, the destiny wont let us. theres always problems that make us cant make it. eventhough at the deepest of my heart, i still want him so bad. just him. idk why i cant imagine my future with except him. my buddies told me that "there will be a man who deserve with you more than him. who will treat you right!please move on, dull!" then i just yeah i am trying dude! and today i feel like "yeah im ok (Y)" well yesterday idk padahal gue tau itu typo.gue ga marah sama sekali ttg itu. gue marah krn hal yg lain.hal yg lebih penting dari sekedar typo.ga tau yah kemaren gue udah terlalu malas ngeladeninnya. karena gue kira dia bener bener mau ga mau ulangin yang dulu lagi ke gue.dan mulai lagi kayak dulu. tapi tetep sama aja. he forgot what he said to me.he just play around. i still save them. manusia tempat lupa and i admit it. he's too different. i dont know him. he wasnt my sweet romantic boy at junior high.yang tau cara memperlakukan gue dengan baik.always keep conversations alive. yang ga seenaknya. selalu ada ucapan selamat pagi dan tidur.thats what girls want. im too tired of all the shits and his guinea pig. 2.5 years. cukup buat gue yang kegeeran ini dikata-katain bego sm temen2 gue. nevermind, i will found someone like you.sorry i mean, the old you.if the old u back.call me.gah.

my kangaroo

2011-08-29T08:51:00.005+07:00

i knew her since i was in kindergarten, she's nice. she's great when she play her piano. Then she became my best friend. schools out was the time for me to play at her house. until my mum and her mum became friend too. her house not too far from my house, its 2 block from here. until junior high we always on the same school. we graduated then we separated by different senior high school, but we still keep contact to each other.

i feel bad when i cant make a time for her. i cant attend her 17th party, well idk if growing up makes my time shortz too. and now how lucky she is to being abroad to usa. So I was there with her fam to take her to the airport. Please protect this gal and give her Your blesses, God. see you next year my childhood gal ;)

Bisa dibilang ini galau yang paling telat...

2011-08-26T15:18:00.006+07:00

Hmm ga galau juga sih sebenernya. Ini dikarenakan saat gue buka timeline twitter lagi rame tuh yang namanya #flashback. Yaa gue ngikut-ngikut dari ngetwit jaman sd sampe keinget jaman kelas 2 sma.ya menurut gue jaman kelas 2 sma itu jaman yang paling paling deh. ga ada sedih sedihnya, jalan jalan terus, seneng seneng terus. Iya saat itu ada sesorang yang yaa bisa dibilang masa lalu. sampe gue akhirnya mikir kok bisa ya gue baru nyadar sekarang kalo dia itu orang yang paling dewasa yang ada di hidup gue.lebe.iya bodo amat blog gue ini.kenapa paling dewasa?karena dia tahan bgt sama semua omelan gue, ocehan gue, dan ga pernah bales marah.

gue masih inget pertama kali dia nyamperin gue ngomong "eh mau pulang bareng ga?gue anterin". gue kangen banget main ayam ayaman sama dia, dan gue ga pernah menang lawan dia kalo ga curang. secara tangan dia gede banget lebih dari tangan gue.dia raksasa! apa rasaksa? eh? haha gue juga inget dia selalu nganterin gue pulang sekolah, ke tempat les atau jemput gue di mitra. yang paling paling yang dia minta jemput gue padahal udah gue larang ckck. gue juga inget waktu itu nonton barry likumahuwa. pertama kali gue ngomong langsung sama dia berduaan lama.dan pas itu ga sengaja barry nyanyi lagu mau dibawa kemana hahahahaha mpos lo kesindir wekwekwek. dan minggu depannya kita udah jadian. inget juga yang pas mau ke kafe strawberry eh ga jadi langsung cao ke monas dan malu banget gue baru pertama kali kesana, di ejek ejekin deh sama dia haha tapi quality time bgt dari momen perjalanan di mobil pas itu. dan kangen bgt tiap pagi biasanya di tangga sekolah ada yg setia nungguin gue dateng pagi dan bilang "eh gila, udah dateng!" "apasih autis!?" hahaha tiap istirahat mangkal depan kelas gue main ayam ayaman. atau ga gue temenin dia makan di kelas. trus masih inget ga yang kita diem diem cabut dari pesantren kilat trus nonton di blitz teko tapi sumpah gue lupa apa nama filmnya hahaha. trus lu selalu mau gue minta ajarin matematika, jadi inget yang di solaria kita ngerjain soal mtk dari bu lina.ujung ujungnya malah lo yang ngerjain gue malah makan-__- haha.

tapi sumpah gara gara lo semangatin gue kalo "matematika itu adalah permainan" haha iya itu kata kata ajaib lo yang nyemangatin gue biar suka sama matematika. it works loh gue nyaman belajar sama guru paling killer senipam dan gue secara ga langsung deket sama dia gara2 punya masalah sama dia belakangan ini hahahaha. trus inget ga yang waktu kita duduk di dpn kelas bawah trus bu lina lewat nanyain lu ngapain. dan bodoh nya lu bilang nungguin gue. YA KETAUAN LAH haduhhh-_- akhirnya sejak itu bu lina tau 'kita".dan gua dianggap sebagai penyebab kemunduran kecepatan berhitung lu-..- padahal kan lunya aja males belajar huh! dan gue masih inget quality time kita di bensol.selalu di bensol atau ga solaria atau ga baso lapangan tembak-_- anak teko dasar lu!haha tapi sumpah gy gue baru nyadar sekarang kalo lo jauh lebih dewasa dari yang gue tau. kalo yang gue liat sekarang lo udah mulai berubah yaa udah mau di foto sendiri haha dulu ga mau tuh kalo ga di foto ga sama gue. trus lengan lo berotot skrg ye?hahaha.

tapi sekarang udah lain kan?hehe kita udah nyerah atau lebih tepatnya gue yang udah nyerah.maaf gue ga mau kayak emak emak bawel yang marahin anaknya.kasian lu, gue masih inget lu bilang gini "kenapa ga di perbaikin masalahnya, kenapa langsung kayak gini?" dan karena gue ga bisa mikir dan ga terima sama kata kata lu, gue nyerah. kalo aja lu ga introvert, masa marah ga mau bilang?-_- aneh lu. gara-gara itu gue udah liat kedepannya hubungan kyk gini ga bakal berhasil. sama gue aja lu ga bilang-_-yaa hak individu sih itu karakter lo dan gue ngerasa ga cocok :/ telat banget ya gue bahas ini iya emang telat bgt haha gara gara pada main flashback2an sihhh-,-

cuma sama dia, kalo gue lagi di deket dia. gue ngerasa ga ada cewek lain selain gue sama emaknya.hahaha kenapa?karena baru dia cowok yang gue temuin dingin banget sama cewek lain.ya istilahnya ga genit lah. dan karena itu gue ga pernah ngerasa benci,kesel atau punya masalah sama masa lalunya dia atau orang yang suka sama dia.dan dia virgo loh!haha tapi introvert:s ya manusia ga ada yang sempurna chie ga ada. tapi sumpah dia berhasil banget ninggalin kesan yang "ga ada masalah" ke gue. gue cuma inget seneng2nya aja. gue tau mungkin dia benci atau kesel sama gue, kalo gue sih biasa aja ke dia. kalo ditanya gue masih punya rasa apa ga ke dia.gue jawab nggak.karena emang nggak ada lagi hehe.gue cuma kangen momment2nya. makasih gy udah ngajarin gue matematika dan bikin gue suka sama matematika udah bersikap dewasa sama gue walaupun gue kurang appreciate :') gue doain lu sukses, cepet punya cewek ya gy ntar lu makin dikira homo hahahahaha tetep sehat dan hepi hepi ya gy. salam autis!

thats why i dont like history on school

2011-08-22T11:34:00.002+07:00

i dnt hv sumthin interesting to do. i saw them. beautiful. they told me a lot how he want me more than anything in this world. that make me believe im the only girl. i dnt know why they lie to me. yesterday i swear i wont lyk this anymore. but idk i cant. people change too much. i dont like them. before that shit comes everythin goes beautiful. idk i think i dont deserve all of this so i dump him and them to ground. but u know i still cant deny he is the one i wnt than any guy. well if he pretend i knw it. it destroy what i dreamed before. i want u to know, i have lost one of my best boy besides my dad.in this world.now i cant recognize who he is. i lost him.

Its insane how accurate this is....

2011-08-07T16:20:00.002+07:00

PISCES - The Partner for Life

Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

HAAAA~

and this is ur zodiac isnt it?

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

for me they're so fckn true..

blue

2011-07-26T19:44:00.002+07:00

blank.idk what i've to say.ure so blackout- confusious.just make all of this easier k?loser.

gracias fo da experiences!

2011-07-13T14:35:00.002+07:00

hey blogsy, wanna share some apple pies today. Hope u like it. today is the day when i finish my last performance on my cheer-leading school team, Jazzy's cheerleading squad. Cause now i'm on 12 grade,so I must get focused to national exam and college test. remember the day when I can't do push up. I fell down all over again, my coach get mad cause of that. I was suck that day. But I tried to do push up over again even though I always fail. 3 months later I could do 30 push ups in 3 minutes.

remember when I must run around GBK stadium for 5 laps. remember when i must do spine roll for 50-100 times. remember the first time I practice, wake up from bed and feels like robot, my joints were stuck. remember how excited I am to know I lose my weight. remember when we practice until 8 pm then we cried bcs we were tired. remember finally I can do my silly-cart wheel. remember we always do dirty joke on our break times. remember when we made our schools rock for our first performance. And remember when we mad a fabulous performance at teras kota. Jazzys is my fabulous team, sexy dancer, and quizzical comedian. we did it guys for 3 years.

our mascot "jessie"

this kind of guy............

2011-06-21T21:03:00.001+07:00

I just loving adera sing this song, i would like to cover this song either.

fractiousssshy

2011-06-16T12:56:00.002+07:00

This is the 3rd time I've been cried because of the same film. My favorite movie ever! Toy Story 3. I've been synced the film to my iPod then I re-watch them again. Then as same like I watched them on 2 months ago. I cried T____T Gosh this films was so sooooooooooooooooo extremely beautiful. Then Andy remind me to someone who was I imagery with Andy's toys. yeah Andy was me. I know it's shit if you don't wanna read them, leave the page.

From this film I know if we want to hand over something, someone we loved or something like that. We should know that whether the person we would want to hand over our beloved things are an appropriate person to take care them. Although you were being wasted (like me) because theirselves want to leave you. It's OK to see yours gone. But are they go for something that they will cared for?I dont know it seems a long time I never think and stalking him anymore. Despite you are jerk for me, but I hope she will love and take care of you like I did. Hope she will. I know she will.

my baby was back!

2011-06-14T21:19:00.005+07:00

well bisa dibilang gue mendadak kere sekarang. Karena duit tabungan hasil job gue pake buat nebus dia!

kotak sama ipod ga syncron -_-

after so much suffering skrg udah ga galau lagi! :DDDDDD if you want something, try to ask to Allah.it works! (Y)

Refresh-men(t)

2011-06-08T16:16:00.003+07:00

ay ay ay! hola blogs im on my final exam week and i dont even think that i will touch those books.idk why it seems like im ready to face those problems.but the fact is im not.i just lazy.yeah its enough i had my time to study on 11 months ago,going to school on 6 am and come home on 9 pm .its ENOUGH. and i think i dont need those books and stuff. then i just open the youtube and did some karaoke.i sing my all from mariah carey. such a beautiful song.sorry neighbours for disturbing :P

ini baru namanya galau....

2011-05-30T21:20:00.003+07:00

ini lebih parah daripada galauin cowok lebih LEBIH parah.

PLEASE!! i want my ipod back!! ya Allah i cant live without this juke box! really! i need this music box. please let me buy the new one, or the second one. i need one.all of kind of ipod except shuffle.ya Allah please let the rain change into ipod or money (?) -_- k, makin akut nih galau gue.sumpah deh bener bener ga bisa kalo ga ada ipod.e71 gue butut. i have save my money on my big ben-money box. PLEASE ya Allah show me the way :(((

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2011-05-27T15:38:00.001+07:00

im such a terrible internet user.the power of technology.because of that i know all the details.

GoodLuckz!

2011-05-25T17:24:00.002+07:00

hellooo just got home after doing rehearsal at puspiptek. today, i saw him on school lobby.i was shy to call him so dina did.i just look straight over him and go.i heard that he want to go on a scholarship at bat*via air for being a pilot.well your mom is sterwardess on arabian airlines right?so, the son will be a pilot?haha nice tis. tomorrow i will sing on his graduation day. goodluck mr. pilot :D

what i am doin now

2011-05-24T20:47:00.004+07:00

hola blogs.its late and i still doing my chemist task.and get bored with u no colloid?gah think about it make remind me about the teacher.yeah its braces-subtitute teacher.she's not the real teacher.she's a colleger who came for her task to being a teacher.because of her my marks on chemist are precisely to the passing grade although before she came my marks always between 80 until 90 :s cause of whattt?for me, she cant being a good teacher.i dont know what she talked about chems.she always lick her braces every...every... maybe 5 seconds over and over again. I know maybe it was reflect. But its kinda annoying and she cant explain well. its make me get bored then decided to going to the mosque.pray and stayed there for 30 minutes then go back to the classroom and put the earphones and sleep. yeah i didnt learn anything until this last chapter. i know she didnt like me. but who care :P?

conversations between me and my dad on car.

me: "my senior has been accepted on fmipa itb at snmptn undangan like your son, dad."

dad: "oo her score must be high on reports isnt it?"

me: "uh huh, my science subject its ok except chemistry."

dad: "......"

me: "you know what?because i always left the class if chemistry time came."

dad: "ooooooh.." (driving)

me: "*smile*

best dad in the world ♥

just get bored.

2011-05-21T19:46:00.003+07:00

i rare to open twitter and facebook this time.just open these sites once a week.idk this sites makes me got bored.fake.now i really want to get my college life as soon as possible, get my college life on unpad.crossing finger.

stay awsome grandpa :P

2011-05-19T19:29:00.002+07:00

yeah david foster is my grandpa.brian mcknight is my ex-fiance :P bahahahah

After The Love Has Gone ---Brian Mcknight

David Foster, Jay Graydon & Bill Champlin

For a while to love was all we could do
We were young and we knew
And our eyes were alive
Deep inside we knew our love was true
For a while we paid no mind to the past
We knew love would last
Evry night somethin right
Would invite us to begin the dance

Somethin happened along the way
What used to be happy was sad
Somethin happened along the way
And yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
How could you lead me on
And not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
What used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

For a while to love each other with all
We would ever need
Love was strong for so long
Never knew that what was
Wrong oh baby wasn't right
We tried to find what we had
Till sadness was all we shared
We were scared this affair would lead our love into
Somethin happened along the way
Yesterday was all we had
Somethin happened along the way
What used to be happy is sad

Somethin happened along the way
Oh yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
How could you lead me on
And not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
What used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

Oh oh oh oh oh oh after the love has gone
What used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
Oh woh woh after the love has gone
What used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

Oh woh woh after the love has gone
What used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
Oh woh woh
Oh woh woh after the love has gone
What used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found

Woh woh woh after the love has gone
What used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
Woh woh woh

well........................................

2011-05-19T17:46:00.006+07:00

ps: achter al deze vloeken zullen je missen al mijn bestaan. zorg,liefde, alle van hen. LOL Ik ben freak. Allah zegene u, pompoen.Good luck!

:O :3 ♥

2011-05-18T11:56:00.004+07:00

you guys just build my new passion!

the lyrics:

saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu
waktupun enggan untuk berlalu
ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku
entah untuk siapapun itu

semakin ku lihat masa lalu
semakin hatiku tak menentu
tetapi satu sinar terangi jiwaku
saat ku melihat senyummu

reff:
dan kau hadir merubah segalanya
menjadi lebih indah
kau bawa cintaku setinggi angkasa
membuatku merasa sempurna
dan membuatku utuh tuk menjalani hidup
berdua denganmu selama-lamanya
kaulah yang terbaik untukku

kini ku ingin hentikan waktu
bila kau berada di dekatku
bunga cinta bermekaran dalam jiwaku
kan ku petik satu untukmu

repeat reff

kaulah yang terbaik untukku

ku percayakan seluruh hatiku padamu
kasihku satu janjiku kaulah yang terakhir bagiku

repeat reff

gombal coyyy tapi bagus hahaha semoga dengan gua suka lagu ini, kejadian deh wakwak dari kmrn suka lagu galau jd beneran kejadian-_-

stalking

2011-05-18T07:14:00.002+07:00

suddenly i stalk him and find out.how he can be a jerkest person in my life.wow thnks God you save me from this person.i thought he has a little kindness in his heart.idk maybe he doesnt.

awesome songgggg

2011-05-16T10:55:00.000+07:00

Chasing Pavements by Adele

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right, don't need to look no further
This ain't lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements
Should I just keep on chasing pavements?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

promises is just a butterfly

2011-05-15T19:33:00.001+07:00

Don't promise anything to anyone if you can't keep your promises ☺-unknown

i know he wouldnt.so i prepare from the first time that words he gave to me.

2011-05-15T19:27:00.002+07:00

ini saatnya untuk menghargai hati sendiri.ga melulu ngehargain hati orang lain terus.ga guna buat orang yg ga tepat.

apa itu galau

2011-05-14T19:11:00.003+07:00

sekedar buat share kalo ada yg galau lo baca ini lo pasti ga mau kalah dari dia.dia guru biologi gue.dia share pas waktu masih kuliah dulu dia punya pengalaman gitu.waktu hari itu dia ketemu sm pacarnya.esok harinya dia masuk kampus.temennya kaget."loh bukannya hari ini lo akad nikah sm pacar lo?" "hah?nggak kok."

akhirnya di kasih tuh undangannya dan dia liat nama pengantin ceweknya emg sama kayak nama dia.trus didatengin tuh ke rumahnya.ternyata bener pacarnya lg ijab kabul.dan pacarnya kaget dia dateng.dan guru gue cuma ngeliatin sambil senyum senyum dan ga galau sm sekali.

kejamnya dunia.

........LO nyesek ga kalo misalnya gitu?dih gua mah udh gua acak2 kali itu acara.gila lo baru ketemu kmrn eh bsknya udh nikah sm orang lain??dan lo tau dia ga nangis buat orang itu.gila.gue malu bgt, gue jadi termotivasi buat mensyukuri apa yg terjadi.masih untung blm terikat apa apa.ini yg bikin gue kuat, Allah punya rencana dan skenario yg lebih hebat dari scriptwriter hollywood manapun.believe it.

:)

2011-05-14T18:25:00.002+07:00

2 hari pikiran gue ngelayang layang di atas kepala gue.ya gue lg dimana mikirnya apa gitu.sampe akhirnya di kamar mandi gue dapet ilham.beneran ilhaaaam haha.kata kata bu rani, apa yg gue liat di bandung, bikin gue kebal.gue gatau ini proses pendewasaan atau apa.tapi setelah apa yg terjadi sm gue kemaren2.gue masih selaw selaw aja.gue ga tau kenapa.ipod gue ilang gue masih cengar cengir.trus yg kemaren itu tuhhh gue ga nangis dan skrg msh bisa ketawa2.gatau kenapa padahal gue pinginnya nangis (?) aneh kan ckck.bener kata maher zain."when you lose your mind turn back to Allah..." kayaknya gitu sih liriknya hahahaha,thanks Allah :))))

song represents the hearts

2011-05-14T06:34:00.002+07:00

ini lagu buat gue ujian vocal gue.ujian terakhir untuk lulus.wish me luck.

To Love You More-Celine Dion

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don’t go you know you will break my heart
She won’t love you like I will
I’m the one who’ll stay
When she walks away
And you know I’ll be standing here still

I’ll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I’m the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can’t let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I’ll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I’m the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we’ll find a way

I’ll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I’m the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

quotess

2011-05-14T06:29:00.000+07:00

RT @TheNoteboook: Some men just don't understand how much women are worth...They only see what they had when she's gone.

13th friday

2011-05-14T05:37:00.003+07:00

idk.this is a mythost or not.but it really happens.at the same day all the things gonna be worst.idk idk idk.setelah gue pikir pikir ini semua salah paham.gue berantem sm dia selalu gara2 salah paham.gue egois dia juga.walaupun dia ga mau di blg gitu.ok gue ngerti.yaudah gue emg cemburuan dan emosian.hari yg sama kesialan dateng.motor nabrak mobil gue dr belakang.mental deh tuh orang yg naik.di dpn mata gue guling2an.bokap gue ngegotong dan jaketnya kena darah.kurang baik apa bokap gue.dan gue cm bisa shock dan ngasih minum sm bersiin luka si yg guling2an.sementara gue udh dikejar waktu buat ke kelapa gading buat job.

gimana ga stress gue, udah tuh buka twitter deh eh ada dia lg mention2an sm cewek itu.apasih gue ngerasa nothing.gue yg butuh dia, dia malah ada buat cewek itu.gue gatau maksudnya apa.sblm gue unfollow itu org gue nanya temen gue dulu.lebaykah gue?dia bilang nggak.yaudah gue unfollow.gue udh nahan2 sabar dari 2 minggu yg lalu.gue udh blg ga suka.dia tetep aja gitu.dia blg cuma temen.apakah wajar temen perhatian bgt sampe mentionan tiap hari,nyuruh makan,nyuruh tidur dll? gue aja ga digituin.emg gue ga ada hak tp seenggaknya dia ngertiin sm jaga perasaan cewek yg dia suruh nunggu setahun buat dia.

gue udh kasih kesempatan kedua buat dia.tp gue ga tau kenapa kayaknya sia sia aja.gue emg bego ngasih kesempatan kedua gitu aja.ternyata dia ga pantes.tapi karena apa gue kasih,gue sayang sm dia yaudah mau gimana lagi.saat2 terakhir pun gue masih ngajak dia buat perbaikin semuanya.gue follow dia lagi.gue minta tolong onta buat ngomong.tapi percuma, seperti biasa dia gitu.yaudah lah emang kita ga jodoh kali.yaudah gue cancel aja friend request.dia jg ga mau ngeaccept.gue udah berusaha tapi sebaliknya nggak.at least im preventing from karma.then he broke my heart (again) i dumbdumbdumb.gue ga tau kenapa gue belom nangis di hari yg sama.mungkin gue udh bertambah kuat?atau kebal?atau mungkin ga sekarang.nanti.

.

2011-05-11T22:27:00.001+07:00

gatau.gue kira ga bakal kayak gini.idk ths will going to be over.end.before it started.

the risks

2011-05-10T20:09:00.002+07:00

ga enak ya htsan.jeles ga bisa.mau ngelarang2 dia deket sm siapa ga bisa.gue benci nunggu.gue benci org genit.modusan.dan kenapa musti dia gue bisa stuck.dalam sehari si itu terus kali yg diperhatiin.gue?didiemin.gue mau percaya dia ga gitu.gue mau percaya dia sayang sm gue.mungkin ceweknya yg kayak gitu.ah gatau deh.semoga lu tau sabar yg gue punya mungkin ada batasnya.eh ipod gue ilang.semoga balik atau ada gantinya.amin ya Rabb.

everything anything causing risks

2011-05-08T12:36:00.000+07:00

gue takut salah ambil keputusan.

InsyaAllah........

2011-04-26T18:39:00.002+07:00

"Jika kamu disakiti sama orang yg kamu sayang, jangan sedih. Allah lebih sayang sama kamu, ia udah nunjukkin sm kamu gimana sebenernya orang itu. Lagi disiapin yg lebih baik..."

well now im trying. im not giving up. but you.

ada apa sih sebenernya?

2011-04-24T19:54:00.000+07:00

mau lu apa sih?

"lupain chi lu udah jatohin harga diri lo.."

2011-04-24T09:56:00.002+07:00

iya, gue tau. gue juga ga tau kenapa kayak gini.he drive me crazy.tiap gue coba lupain dia gue ga bisa. gue ga tau harus gimana lagi,semua temen temen gue udh pada capek ngasih tau gue. tapi gue udh terlanjur ngarep banyak sama dia. mungkin dia ga tau gue sakit disini. sakit banget. gue kira dia mau perbaikin semuanya. perbaikin yang dulu dulu.gue kira dia serius sm itu semua.tapi dia ngilang gitu aja. gue yang salah.gue salah terlalu cepet percaya. gue salah bales sms dia yg dulu.harusnya gue ga pernah baik baikin dia. harusnya gue ga usah bales sms dia. harusnya gue ga pernah kenal dia lagi. if you read this, you know you broke my heart twice.

udah ga tahan lagi

2011-04-17T17:36:00.009+07:00

hela helooooow gue baru muncul lagi nih di blog ini soalnya kmrn kmrn gue lg bener bener sibuk bggtttttt sm sekolah dan lg asik sm tumblr gue nih http://stacatochie.tumblr.com Tapi gue sadar kalo tumblr ga pas buat curhat curhat kayak gini.gue ngerasa lebih plong nulis nulis disini.

K, kali ini love life lg. cuma mau ngasih info aja bloggie gue udah putus sm bhagya hehe yah biasa masalah standar ternyata gue ga cocok sm dia.terlalu introvert, tertutup gitu and we cant stand it anymore.gue terlalu banyak nuntut dan marah marah sm dia,gue nya ga bisa manja manja gitulah pokoknya haha yeah kira kira 4 hari sebelum ulang taun gue kita break.yah diitung itung 7 bulan dikit lah.

and the life's goes on.gue ngerasa ada bedanya single atau double #loh.ya biasa aja ga tau kenapa haha mungkin gara2 putusnya juga baik baik dan ikhlas.oiya besok dia UN ya.yaampun udh mau lulus aja lu, well i hope you can pass your exams and get stan for your college, tis..

Saat saat itu bisa dibilang kesibukan gue naik,mulai banyak dateng job job nyanyi.saking banyaknya gue sampe bolas bolos sekolah.gue udah ga mikirin love life. Sampe pada saat itu gue baru pulang ada sms dari seseorang yg bener bener gue udh lupa. ya, dia.iyaaaa lu pasti tau lah dia siapa blogs.lu kan saksi hidup curhatan gua. ya biasa aja sih gue bales blablabla sampe gue bingung kenapa mesti gue ladenin tuh orang. ya kira kira sampe jam 12an lah gue smsan sm tuh orang. ok hp gue sejak hari itu selalu ada sms dari dia.gue bales dan kita smsan. dia follow twitter gue lagi.fb gue juga dia add.pas gue lg sendirian di teko dia nyamperin dan kita ngobrol ngalur ngidul. dan yg ga gue kira dia nelfon gue jam 12 pas ulang taun gue.orang pertama.

Jujur gue ngerasa special banget dan rasa yg udah gue kubur dalem dalem.muncul lagi.

Gue ga tau kenapa gue udah janji sama diri gue sendiri buat ga berhubungan lagi sama orang yang udah bikin gue frustasi hampir 6 bulan kali yah, ya pokoknya bikin gue frustasi. ok akhirnya gue terima terima aja tuh feeling gue kayak gitu. hari makin hari dia ngilang.gue gatau kenapa.ok mungkin dia ga ada pulsa.tapi kalo gue ol twitter,fb atau msn.he never greet me again.yaudah gue positive thinking aja.eh lama lama ga bisa juga gue.gue penasaran bgt dia kenapa.gue mulai mikir negative.mungkin dia lagi bosen terus sms gue,atau mau mainin perasaan gue.yaudah gue mulai bawa semua ini selow selow aja ya tapi ga bisa orang tiap hari dia muncul di timeline gue.gue jadi inget yg pas dia mau ngajak gue nonton, tapi kayaknya dia lupa.trus waktu itu dia bilang dia mau ketemuan, blgnya mau ngasih kado.gue ga pentingin kadonya.gue emang mau ketemu dia lagi.dan sampe skrg kita ga pernah ketemuan lagi.salah ga sih kalo gue bilang dia itu php?iya pemberi harapan palsu.gue nyadar kok gue emang gabisa sabar.gue ga bisa sabar kalo ga ada kepastian.ujung ujung nya gue mikir yg jelek jelek. gue bakal selow selow aja kalo gua tau maksud dia selama ini apa ke gue. sebenernya dia tuh kayak gimana ke gue. the problem is the heart still wants beating for him.

welcome 2011

2010-12-31T16:36:00.004+07:00

alhamdulillah my schl report's good, and the modem is still here and works! :D (but my mom has decrease the internets speed to decrease the cost ofcourse!) my math is quite good on 77, but unfortunately I can't handle past thingy (read: historic), the teachers seems like cruela on 101 dalmatians, ya know?yeah im on science class, so?LOL~ Then I must reach higher score on next semester.CAIO! \:D/

Gone for awhile

2010-12-04T20:28:00.003+07:00

this is make my computer doesnt work well.yea my mom decided to disconnect internet connection T_T i guess january i'll buy new modem.see you next year on 2011 yea byeeeee! -______- :B

poor mmc

2010-11-11T20:55:00.002+07:00

many things happened on this month. Attended some wedding receptions and full my tummy with all of foods and berverages :B my diet program cancelled (again). Bought acid jeans and dress. found snake on kitchen -_- Then the worst things on this month is you-know-what I had being format my phone mmc. you what it means?yeah all of the stuffs like music and pics are dissapeaaaaar! T_T because of the hell-yeah-viruses (you-know-what theres 10 viruses!). this things happened when i connected my phone to schl computers yeah i thouht the schl computer will be fine to my phone BUT that jerk eat my files!!! T______________T

R.I.P my early files..

Drop again

2010-11-02T06:50:00.002+07:00

well im sick (again). Today i just spent my time with my computer and having my brownie coffee with black melt choc on the top side..yeah life is much to be comfie right lol.having alergic its seems kinda geeky.i cant go to schl.unhappy cause i cant meet my bhgy.this uncontrol weather makes my skin looks reddish and i dont like them.gws ochie xxx

:P

2010-10-31T09:33:00.005+07:00

Gosh why it's so hard to spent my time with him

2010-10-31T07:18:00.002+07:00

exhausted

2010-10-23T09:19:00.004+07:00

yeah im sick.the systems give up for my too-much-activity.but im happy cause me and my debate team goes to province competition.I'll go to Anyer in monday. This morning i've went to doctor. she said if my condition tomorrow doesnt getting better, she ask me to having blood check to prevent db and typhus :( please God I wont sick, sorry my body I forget you all. healthy is expensive. Oh yeah I'll go to Anyer in monday, and in that day bhgy having grade exam for a week. Yeah he's in accel class. Hope you can autism! I believe you can.So in that day we dont have much time to meet each other :(( miss your warm arms *hug* ♥

I Laugh On This..

2010-10-23T09:06:00.005+07:00

President Barack Obama jokingly puts his toe on the scale as Trip Director Marvin Nicholson, unaware to the President's action, weighs himself as the presidential entourage passed through the volleyball locker room at the University of Texas in Austin, Texas, Aug. 9, 2010.

I need Refreshing

2010-10-16T14:37:00.005+07:00

thats what i called it love

2010-10-14T19:17:00.002+07:00

The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.-Mother Theresa

I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love.-Mother Theresa

Intense love does not measure, it just gives.-Mother Theresa

The laws of gravity cannot be held responsible for people falling in love.-Albert Einstein

How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?-Albert Einstein

When you sit with a nice girl for two hours, you think it’s only a minute. But when you sit on a hot stove for a minute, you think its two hours. That’s relativity.-Albert Einstein

But love is blind and lovers cannot see the pretty follies that themselves commit; for if they could, Cupid himself would blush to see me thus transformed to a boy.-William Shakespeare

Music makes one feel so romantic - at least it always gets on one’s nerves - which is the same thing nowadays.-Oscar Wilde

random conversation

2010-10-04T20:32:00.003+07:00

me: "im so tired, i need more holiday!!!"

him: "me too, wanna go to the beach dear.."

me: "yeaaaah love too, wanna bali :D"

him: "aaah too bored with that place (boastful)"

me: "-..- sok bet lu etdaaaaaaah..."

him: "(laugh) wanna go to pasir putih"

me: "where it is?"

him: "i dont know, i forgot what name is.."

someday we will..

this is my promise,please dont mock me on this

2010-09-29T17:46:00.000+07:00

Iqna are you serious give this to meeeeh?ha ha

2010-09-27T19:36:00.004+07:00

this award was from my friend who named Iqna. Thanks ya Iqna for awarding my trashy blogsy hee :p I think its important to respect for each other as a blogger. I really appreciate to this award, actually there's someone who think that ma blog is not trashy :p well im gonna give this award to......

ma besties Ivit! congrats yeeeeu hahahaha i gotta go wanna eat some school-thingy (read: task)

Allah please make me slimmer like them T_T

2010-09-25T19:59:00.002+07:00

bukannya ga bersyukur tapi supaya lebih sehat hahaha :D

something I always longed for

2010-09-23T21:26:00.003+07:00

i love when you caress my hair, always miss that.it makes me so comfy :3

miss ma Jazzys

2010-09-19T13:31:00.004+07:00

my sundanese aunties :*

2010-09-18T20:18:00.007+07:00

they call me slimmer :D although i ate so fast like a train this eid holiday i cant believe that word ha ha ha but gracias ma aunties!im very grateful!and this a piece cake of my semi-old-girl haha my favorite aunt!

when she came she hug me and whisper upon my ears secretly talk to me, she wont her nephews and nieces know that she gave me this

ありがとう! \o,o/

psst..my other aunty gave me beautiful batik blouse from pekalongan aaah i dont have the pics hee :B

Hair spa please

2010-09-14T15:22:00.003+07:00

bandung hot shoot :3

2010-09-12T20:52:00.004+07:00

dina's birthday party wekekek we went to bandung, and break our fasting in maxis restaurant.its western and nice place :D

maaf baru post gambarnya tis hahaha

2010-09-12T19:56:00.005+07:00

it's about my boyf's birthday. it's on 4th of september, jump to the ding-dong. im so confused to think about agy's present. i dont have much time to find somethings good. i already make a day to search agy's present but you know girls habbit is buy somethings which not important to herself.yeah i bought eyelash clamp,unos,softlens case,and mickey mouse comb :B so blogs the keywords: dream theater, sweater, barcelona, messi, soccer, bleach, and me LOL -__- finally with extra hardwork from my best, Dina Yuliana. I can found cd of dream theater newest album. i forgot what the albums called hee. fortunately he dont have any dream theater's cd hohohohohohoy~ so its his first dream theater's cd from me wokwokwok!enjoy it hun, happy burstday dear may Allah blessed you ♥

my burstday card hee i made my own :B

hmm another shoot :D

Eid Mubarak!

2010-09-11T21:06:00.002+07:00

Happy eid mubarak, forgive my mistakes blogs yeah yeah :D
nowadays my tummy full with ketupat,rendang,nastar and others. im craving for jcool,blenger burgers and other -_-
i dont know why it feels like this but i feel brand new yeah! i have already ask for forgiveness in this idul fitri yeah i did. I have ask for minal aidin to him. I feel roomy haha I feel he is my past,ask for forgiveness and i dont have to admit him as my friends,or beloved one. those days too sweet and end with sourness. so i dont wanna know him again. I believe someday if my age is about 20 or more, I will meet him in somewhere as old friends. wish your day full with no stress and happiness. promise will be promise. but calm down i dont believe it now :D

i love mine now.thanks Allah♥

I'm Youtube addict

2010-09-07T18:31:00.002+07:00

YO YO YO wazzup haha -_- long time no post anything here hihi. So blogs holiday has come and i didnt have any KEWL activity to do on this superholiday. theres 2 more days on ramadhan then we go to syawal month.err its smells like school..task.. AH! anyway to fill my boring days i made a ton of cover video nowadays.HA yes i sing there (youtube) you can check my channel: ochieihco or i'll post them as soon as possible :B have a great holiday BUDS!

a-more

2010-08-25T18:03:00.001+07:00

i love the man who dont like to take picture oftenly..

SI Break Fasting

2010-08-25T17:58:00.000+07:00

yeah this is my silly face around two beautiful faces

ladidadida~

2010-08-25T17:42:00.001+07:00

♥

he got mine!

2010-08-12T11:07:00.003+07:00

Muhammad Mauldy Bhagya
Muhammad Mauldy Bhagya

Muhammad Mauldy Bhagya

6th of August ♥ at solaria teras kota

then we watch ran who sang their groovy song, Jadi Gila.

i dont know why, but the lyrics are so match with us LOL

kau buat ku jadi gila~ saat kau juga bilang cinta padaku~

so you are the one who bring new camera to me, thanks autis ♥

Continue

2010-08-12T10:24:00.002+07:00

karena eh karena foto foto yang di kamera saya sudah saya upload ke feizbuk. Nah these are my pics from my cellphone's camera which havent to publish yet hehe so its EXCLUSIVE! ha ha ha enjoy :PPPP

saya cinta SAWAH!

my experience go to mendut temple at night :D

you know what i have my private bus in jogja haha

♥ my holiday, jogja never ending asia..

so this is jogja

2010-07-24T14:42:00.002+07:00

finally i could be on jogja land ha ha ha -____- ok im lazzy to type a lot coz of someone yeah you know who :B here's the picture babe!

to be continued..

Holiday is going to be fun (i hope)

2010-06-28T08:24:00.003+07:00

hey, hey, hey! blogsy! you know what?finally i will at jogja soon woohoo hahaha.ok maybe for some people its ordinary thing, but you know that since I born on this mother nature, I havent going to jogja yet! yeah I havent -_- BUT(t) on this holiday, I will! yahooooO \^o^/

NAH! I know what are you waiting for, my pics?oh ofcourse here you are! psst, I know you miss my face HOEK!

^I called this 'HULK'

so loong farrewel, bye! ♥

The New Beginning

2010-06-15T10:11:00.002+07:00

I'm Sorry blogsy for leave you since i have big trouble in my lovelife..

Now I'm back to write over you.

I love every single picture which describe how beautiful our memories, but its hard to accept that he never be the same again. And now I will never be the same again for him, it will be fair. Then I just put the memories in the ground, inearthed and leave it.

Now Im sitting here typing over this keyboard waiting someone deliver a new camera. Yeah a new camera to take many beautiful picture which describe us. I know he is closer but it will take several months to recognize who is he. Is he my mr.right?

I hope so..

wanted new camera

♥

playing around (internet) -_-

2010-04-07T15:58:00.001+07:00

i have account on looklet.com and this my first project

I call it NINJA

this is holiday for me

2010-03-27T10:54:00.002+07:00

gasp

2010-03-24T10:17:00.002+07:00

goes..

Eat My Pain Then Yell

breath

2010-03-23T08:02:00.002+07:00

Hey gimme a lot of cake from Dapur Cokelat puhleaaseee -,-

2010-03-21T09:59:00.003+07:00

yeah actually the cake party was on 15th of March, but you know I'm lazy to upload some pics from my cellular phone. So today actually I dont have any activity to do then I'm upload those! :D

yumm :333 once again Happy Bornday firaaa! thanks for delicious cake, I love you more if you want buy me some cupcakes from dapur cokelat hihiw :33 ♥

Mid Semester Report!

2010-03-19T15:17:00.004+07:00

Gosh!finally I can take a long breath to see this jerk-paper, haha hell-yeah although all of subject is increasing than before except physics and arabic! But the special thing is my father doesnt angry with my marks! WOOHOO let's hangout ;D But my mom havent see this paper yet, hopefully she isnt angry with my report ;)

and it means HOLIDAY! wanna accompany me to do video maraton? ;3

The Fashion is on Air

2010-03-18T19:28:00.002+07:00

I have saw this on online shop in facebook :p

love the shoes babe

WHOA take a look what i've got today

2010-03-15T19:51:00.003+07:00

okay okay i dont wanna continue the 'cerpen' ok?the task is already at my teacher's table. So I am lazy to search the file and copas to this blog hehe.

okey I dont believe my close up pics is REALLY exist in Purwacarakamusicstudio's magazine ouh-yeah it's a very good-start to be a trubus model (Y)

hahaha -_- you want the good resolution?okey here it issss hahahaha

TARRRAAA~

hehehe and a few days ago for my art task I drew this

"rubbish" -,-

and now I just having fun with my new teddy bear, yeah its my big gift from my ivan hihi ♥

Please welcome Mr.BIG ahuahuahauau ♥

and I just wanna told that today was my shocking day. That's all. bye I wanna gotta under my blanket :)

Indonesia task

2010-03-08T18:57:00.001+07:00

membuat cerpen hehe belum ada judul soalnya belum selesai hahaha, enjoy ;)

ari ini seperti biasa, dengan langkah terseok-seok menyusuri gang kelinci. Memanggul tas sekolah yang beratnya seperti karung beras 2 kg. Matahari sudah bersiap-siap untuk tidur meninggalkan bumi Indonesia dan berganti shift dengan sang rembulan. Bosan, itu yang selalu terlintas dalam benakku. Rutinitas sehari-hari yang bias aku bilang cukup monoton. Mungkin yang lebih tepat sangat monoton. Di saat orang-orang masih mendengkur senyap, aku sudah di teras rumah mengikat tali sepatu, pamit kepada ibu dan berlalu menyusuri gang yang sama dan pulang saat matahari bersiap untuk tidur. Terkadang aku bosan menjadi anak “baik-baik”, sekali-kali aku ingin berontak berbuat yang belum pernah aku alami. Tapi itu masih tersimpan di angan-anganku saja. Mungkin suatu hari nanti kalau monoton sudah mencapai ubun-ubun.

Monoton. Masih di benakku sampai ketika aku bertemu dengan seorang kakek penjual mie rebus. Hampir sering aku mengunjunginya. Karena sarapan itu penting dan ibu kadang tak sempat membuatkan aku sarapan. Syamsudin nama kakek berotot itu, seorang pensiunan marinir Indonesia. Ia masih sering push up, sit up di sekitar lingkungan sekolah, sehingga bentuk ototnya masih terjaga. Aku biasa memanggilnya bang udin. Karena sebenarnya raut mukanya belum cukup tua untuk di panggil kakek. Perangainya yang ceria dan humoris yang mungkin membuat hanya tampak sedikit keriput di wajahnya. Bahagia memang antioksidan yang ampuh. Entah kenapa mie rebus sederhana buatannya terasa nikmat sekali di lidah ku. Kemarin aku mengunjungi kiosnya tapi dia tak tampak. Aku berani kan diri lagi mengunjungi kiosnya karena udara pagi menusuk-nusuk perut ku hingga meringis. “Assalamualaikum bang!” sapa ku. “Waalaikumsalam, ini sudah abang bikinkan mie rebus special pake telor, hari ini gratis!” serunya. “Wiiih tumben lo bang ngasih gratis ke gue?” tanyaku. “Yeeh udah makan aja dulu.”suruhnya. “Lagi seneng ya bang?” tanyaku sambil menyendokkan kuah mie rebus kearah mulutku. “Hehehe iya nih tau aja lo, anak gue baru keluar dari penjara.” serunya sambil nyengir. “Alhamdulillah, selamat ya bang.”kataku lalu kembali menikmati mie rebus “gratis” itu. Anak bang udin, Emir. Pengangguran tahun ’09, juara olimpiade fisika se-Jakarta, siswa teladan se-Jabodetabek....

to be continued ;p

♥

Please come to Indonesia!!!

2010-03-07T09:29:00.002+07:00

a bunch of love ♥♥

Hey I'd feel my spirit of HOLY-day back!

2010-02-28T09:31:00.003+07:00

HEY! today I'm going to watch my favorite jazz musician, wowoowowow

I'm going to watch THEM!

I'd like the pink one :3

and him, the grooviest guy I've ever seen :DDDD

how cool :#

I'm confused to choose where must i have to go to watch them. Java Jazz or Alseace. So I choose alseace to watch them coz the ticket price is lowest than Java Jazz hihiw and the location is close to my house. But I decided to go to Java Jazz next year with my own moneybox. I hope :p HAPPY HOLY-day :DDD

How addicted I am

2010-02-25T17:20:00.004+07:00

hehe lucu kaaaan, gue itu lagi addict sama yang namanya ini

enak bangeetttt, gatau kenapa ya gue lagi suka namanya mie rebus pake telor sama sambel atau cabe rawit. Biasanya gue bisa pake cabe rawit dari 7-10 buah.
hahahaha ya gaklah biasanya gue pake 2 buah aja haha mana kuat gue lebih dari 2 -,-
Gatau kenapa akhir-akhir ini gue sering banget makan ini, hampir tiap hari. Mungkin gara2 faktor cuaca juga kali ya, suka ujan gitu dan gue itu jarang pulang ke rumah alias menjadikan tempat les sebagai rumah ke dua gue. Dan gue orangnya suka kelaperan sendiri padahal di sekolah udah makan nasi teriyaki+++ (read: ga hanya teriyaki aja biasanya nasi goreng,nasi uduk, atau ga batagor hehe -_-)

Sebenernya gue tau kok makan makanan instant kayak indomie dan sejenisnya ga baik buat tubuh gue tapi ya gatau kenapa dimana pun kalo gue mau makan pasti adanya cuma ini yang pas sama kantong gue ck. Dan emang rasanya enak sih haha gara2 ada msgnya bikin gue ketagihan terus. Dan yang bikin gue paling kesel sama hobi gue yaitu makan, gue ga pernah bisa dengan sukses lebih dari dua bulan aja pertahanin berat badan gue yang udah turun. Kesel juga sih ga bisa bener bener langsing kayak temen temen di kelas gue. gue cuma mentok jadi montok. HAHAHAHA
yaaaa mau gimana lagi ya moto hidup gue kan Eat for Life, Life for Eat hehe
Dan faktor kegiatan yang bikin tubuh gue maksa biar gue makan terus. Sekarang gue hampir gabisa inget kapan terakhir gue bener-bener diem di rumah-ngemil-surfing internet-tidur-gamandi seharian.
Bener-bener ya manusia itu banyak maunya.
Pas gue diem di rumah maunya ada kegiatan pas banyak kegiatan maunya di rumah ck.
Tapi bener deh gue lagi bener2 butuh hari diem dirumah seharian, santai ga mikirin tugas sekolah. Abis ngisi blog ini aja gue mau ngerjain tugas sekolah -_- puhlease deh ya besok itu libur ckck biarin deh daripada nunda nunda kerjaan. Pasti di pikiran lo gue itu bacot banget ya? Ya emang hahaha orang ini blog gue wee :p Tuh kan mulai gajelas kan gue. okey banyak bgt sebenernya yang mau gue bacotin disini hehe tapi mau ngerjain tugas dulu ya gue oke blogsy?haha

see ya
♥

True love cannot lie

2010-02-22T14:08:00.004+07:00

We try to understand for each others, until we know the needle in our relationship. Then revoke it.

We did it! :D

just spent random time

2010-02-20T20:17:00.002+07:00

Try to find another activity which is better then think too over about him, I am upload this. okey it is too-out-of-date hehe sorry I am lazy to waiting upload the videos to youtube or facebook. it takes soooo long-time until it finished. okey, enjoy ;)

nb: my friend had recorded this, not me :P

M-O-N-E-Y, I was bored to spell it for many times

2010-02-20T15:10:00.000+07:00

Money can change everything, E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G
So it means that no one, nothing, nobody, can avoid "money's power" you know..
The rainfall forced me to stand under the other's people outside roof for an hour. Then in an hour neglected me to think about money. I realize, in my life time money had change many things. Until I realize someone who always understand me, can make me laugh till drop, always be my spirit, just change drastically. Said I'm over or in bahasa is 'lebay', whatever I dont care. I just care about your bearing to me. I never care with your words. Maybe not just money can changing you. Maybe it will be time, friends, new girl whatever till I can't mention it. Cause I can't recognize you again.

Money can make good school being a corruptor school.
Money can make my international certificate be a wrap paper of vegetables.
Money can make the true winner be a loser.
Money can make the loser into a fake winner.
Money can make a good one to be a bad one.
Money can make me can't recognize you..

wanna continue this?
with tears :'')

2010-02-10T08:02:00.000+07:00

WOOOAWAWAAW thanks noviii udah ngasih blog reyot ini award wooohooo! ♥
So, she said that the award must given to 5 other blogers
then I choose them
CONGRATS!

1. Farah
2. Nadia
3. kartika putri pratama
4. Indah Prihandini
5. Heryanti

Hey meet me again, Rosy--jerk uuh yeah

2010-02-10T07:32:00.001+07:00

Okey I'm totally jerk blogs, forgive me i didnt write anything since i entered semester 2 okey semester 2 it's quite long time not to see you my blogsieeee. I'd tell you anything now, since semester 2 I could face my PC only on saturday in night time exactly and the worse is its only per week. so, its reasonable to you blogs why i rarely to write my stories to you.
So, now I have chosen to be one of debaters of my high school. woohoo!!
applause please -,-
PLOK PLOK
thankyou
thats why I'm so busy now, this week im going to face the competition at al azhar bsd. wawawa :DDDD
and my final purpose is to make someone you-know-who feel shocked cause of she will lose HAHAHAHA -,- AMIN YA ALLAH
but its hard to do, my diction in debate you know like lady gagap but now i try to reduce that style and change my style to be like-a-child-who-like-a-mock HAHAHAHAHA ♥
love it.
and this week i've got 5 days to free! actually not free at all, monday and today i must to go to school for practice debate of course. Butt tomorrow i will see my ivan in front of me! horray I will have a date I will have a date. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorroooow I love you~ you know an old song which have a title tomorrow?yes that's what i had been to sing :)
ok, it's time to me to sleep. yea im the baby, who's care? haha thanks blogsy for reading!

Love ya! xDDD
xoxoxo

random words

2010-02-01T19:23:00.000+07:00

Words of the Day

I HATE someone who didn't
have a little GRACEFULLY heart.

I TRULLY hate someone who felt so GEORGEOUS
the fact she has NOT

WHO is M*RGAR*TA?
are you good enough as same as your words huh?

LET's SEE!

could you feel what i feel, boy?

2010-01-16T06:16:00.000+07:00

mungkin aku ga cukup baik,cantik,pintar buat kamu.
mungkin aku ga bisa jadi orang yang ga malesin, ga nyebelin, ga nyakitin
jadi mungkin aku pantes ga dianggap, she's better than me

but this is who i am. if you wont. i'll let you go

just wanna share those words blogsy, bubye :')

just daily pics

2010-01-02T16:29:00.000+07:00

aha! i do tweets a lot! catch me people @stacatochie
THANKS! xoxoxo

Happy Anniversary marshmallow ♥

2010-01-01T14:18:00.000+07:00

HEY HEY I'VE GOT MY NEW SOFTLENS I LOVE IT

2009-12-29T13:53:00.000+07:00

kemaren gue baru aja ya keluar dari 'kandang' dengan tujuan buat ngambil soflen baru gue sama latian debat inggris di sekolah,trus yaaa sekalian ketemuan sama ipan hehe :D kita karaokean deh di inul vista uoooh senangnya hehe yang bikin gue lebih seneng ya itu soflen baru gue huehe akhirnya dateng juga gue udah 2x bolak balik ke optik cuma mau nanyain soflen gue udah nyampe apa belom ckck eh taunya udah ada trus trus ipan suruh gue buat nyobain dia pingin liat katanya haha yaudah gue langsung ke wc dan nyobain dan katanyaa "BAGUS YANG.." ahauhauhduaha ga salah pilih nih ipit milihin gue soflen (Y) good

i bought the grey one :D

So this is my silly face yeah actually the color is grey guys i swear haha gara gara gue make blitz jdnya begitu warnanya hehe :D

I LOVE MY NEW SOFTLENS! ♥♥

Boredomness will kill me softly

2009-12-27T08:51:00.000+07:00

The worst thing in this long holiday is my parents were busy to working, no vacation plans out of town and did not have enough money. So yesterday I found my old eyeliner and also an idea to scratch my face like this

First, I have made my eyes look like umm yeah a cat maybe haha

Then I made a twirl on my cheeks haha and some cats whiskers on the other side :D

HEYYA! Im your kitty cat!hahaha sorry its caused by stress because I did not go anywhere during the long vacation -_-

so guys you are so lucky to go out of town or even Ragunan hehe rather than wallow in a house like me -_-
HAPPY LONG HOLLY HOLIDAY GUYS! ;D

Sorry mooochiemoooochie for late posting blogs!

2009-12-22T18:01:00.000+07:00

blogs!soory bgt udh lama ga posting haha biasa anak sma kan busy gimana gitu z. okey last week PCMS choir included me went to GKJ-Gedung Kesenian Jakarta, singing for Purwacaraka's concert hehe. so, this is it me and all of my friends in make up room

i love those lamps!wahaha -_-

also my eyeshadow,i didn't wash my face when i was home haha -_-

ohya the manager said that this show will be show at 20.30 pm at O channel. unfortunately my antenna is unable to capture the signal from the o-channel :( huahuaaa so watch it haha -_-

I want my voice back

2009-12-13T19:40:00.000+07:00

I feel it end like this microphone

just end the song with no applause from anyone

I LOVE her smookey eyes!

2009-12-07T15:34:00.000+07:00

Do you know her?

(sorry for big pics guys! ;] )

I LOVE HER EYES, SO MUCH!

Her style, her voice, her face, her habbitual, I LOVE HAYLEY!

and also her carrot microphone

this is my favourite,

I like her, she never build her image to be someone else. She just being herself.

And that's what I'm doing know :)

Ochie is COMEBACK!

2009-12-06T13:15:00.000+07:00

BLOGSYYY! long time no see ya! I'm busy with ALL of my school jerktask. Those tasks makes me hard to take a breath you know everyday I always with my PC but now its rare to do. I thought high school will more be fun than junior, the fact is not -______-

for example my art teacher asked me to make something that will useful for many people, and I must add proposal how to make the things that I need to make. The art should be fun as a refreshing, rather than to add on the minds of students like me. Annoying teacher -,-

SO I'll show you my artwork hehe. so I made a fan of the former materials. used cardbox, and PLASTIC bags!then i'm weaving the plastic bags and coloring the fan as i want.FUILA!so this is it!I call it gogreen fan.hehe :D

oh ya, tomorrow im going to face UAS for 6 days -_- I was not ready for this hh wish me luck ya blogs!

TGI Friday

2009-10-23T18:40:00.000+07:00

what I wear:

♣ blouse: mom's wadrobe

♣ white tank top: -

♣ grey tights: kaskus online shop

(L)

Earthquake, again

2009-10-17T07:53:00.000+07:00

JAKARTA, kompas.com - Guncangan gempa beberapa menit terasa di gedung-gedung tinggi di Jakarta, Jumat (16/10) pada pukul 16.53 Beberapa karyawan gedung tinggi berteriak histeris saat gempa terjadi. Mereka berusaha turun dari tangga, untuk menghindari dampak gempa.

Menurut BMKG, pusat gempa berkekuatan 6,4 Skala Richter berasal dari Ujungkulon, dengan kedalaman 100 km.

Dan gempa itu sampe ke rumah gue. Gue lg main komputer gitu asik asik chat sm ipan, tiba meja gue goyang goyang gajelas sumpah! spontan gue langsung keluar dong, tetangga gue juga pada keluar. Pada langsung nyebut gitu. Gue stress sendiri, ketakutan, ngetik keyboard aja gemeteran.

sampe sekarang kalo meja atau apapun yang goyang gara2 kesenggol tangan gue lah atau apalah gue sering parno sendiri."Ini gempa ya??" -_______________-'

kata guru agama gue gempa bisa nyampe kesini tuh gara2 gunung pada dirusak buat bikin jalan tol, padahal gunung itu bisa meredam gempa.source pak muhidin.

iya juga sih masuk akal juga.

Indonesia negeri 1000 gempa wow makanya kemaren gue sm ipan rencana mau pindah ke greenland -..- haha

Trus kemaren kan gue les vokal trus kata guru gue gini "yaa kalo emang udah takdirnya mati ya mati aja.."

BUSET

belom siap gue ckck.oiya hari ini gue bagi rapot dan nilai gue itu doremifasol pasti.udah bilang ke bokap sih tapi nyokap blom.siap siap ga jajan deh sebulan ck.